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by socosgirl from central florida

Last Post 75 days, 9 hours Ago


all of my life i have been told that youve got to have faith, and i have and i try to keep on. i am not here for self pity by all means but it seems that every time i start to think that okay maybe now things will get better something happens and i end worse off than i was originally.  ive tried to be the best that i can be as far as values, honesty, morals, thoughtfulness, and so on and i feel ive done a darn good job at that.  my question is...  so how long do i keep having faith?  i mean its been 41 years now and im still waiting... i know we all have what life throws at us to deal with and some more than others but i honestly feel like im being targeted, im sure alot of you do too,  and i want to keep having faith but im finding it harder and harder each passing year and each passing incident that makes me \ ultimately wonder why bother.  im not expecting miracles to happen, it would just be nice to  live a smooth existence instead of one struggle after the other.  i am getting tired, thats all.  thanks for listening to me rant and whine.  i needed that. 
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hi guys, i paid a doctor 5000.oo for services that im totally not happy with infact im in much worse shape now than when i originally went there.  i went to this place begging them to extract all of my teeth as my family has a bad history of gum disease and having to get dentures.  a long story short, they told me they would not extract my teeth and if i did what they reccomended that i would be perfectly fine afterward, well im not fine at all!! i have been suffering severely since my first surgery, they said one surgery would be all that i need for them to get all of the work done that was needed.  well one surgery turned into two and ofcourse more money. after the second surgery things kept getting worse for me and they kept telling me to just give it time to heal, they didnt mention that they had popped my jaw out of socket and just as quickly put it back,i remembered on my own, just like i remembered waking up in the restroom in the middle of  the surgery.  the problem is my teeth arent alligned up like they used to be and should be, this is causing me so many problems that id never had before including severe headaches everyday of my life now, id never had these before, also i am suffering greatly with tmj now which is causing my facial muscles to spasm out of control. i am allergic to metal and they put in my mouth 10 metal fillings which is causing me severe problems too including lacerations on my scalp from the allergy to the metal. i can barely eat, brush my teeth, or even talk as im so sensitive that even the air hurts when i open my mouth, daily my teeth are getting darker and i notice people staring at me, its making me very self conscious, above all, i just want to feel better and without getting my money back from them i cant get the treatment that i need now to fix the damages caused. shouldnt it have been my choice to get my teeth pulled?  i know how i feel and what is right for my body. i did exactly what they the professionals told me to do and im in such bad condition now, any ideas on how to get refunded?  im thinking if tom could do a story on it that they might feel obligated to refund me. any help would be greatly appreciated.
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today i called femas management as i had a fema worker come to my home to assess some damages from fay.  i couldnt be there so my two adult and only children stood in my place for the interview.  to my shock my youngest called me, he is eighteen now, very upset and embarrassed, and feelings hurt.  he said to the inspector ' do you think our insurance will help us as things are pretty tight right now , my brother is the only one working as my mom has filed disability"? the fema officer looked at my son and said " dont you think you should get a job then? '  first off, my son does ANY work that he can get, helps me tremendously around the house and also is pursuing a career.... not that its any of this mans business anyhow.  i feel that is was uncalled for especially when you are in a situation that is out of your control and it was hard to just ask for the help due to pride.  what do you say?  do you think i was right to call the office about him?  i feel better that i did it. 
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i just have to write because yeterday my 18 year old son entereed his very first kick boxing/mma tournament.  i was so worried as evry other competeter was a black belt and some were coaches.  it was so exciting.  long story short, my son came in second over all.  he brought home a real nice medal.  he went into this not knowing anything especially the rules, he was bad a$$.  no one could believe it was his fiirst fight, i was so proud of him....i got it on video, i will try to post it. 
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socosgirl

ive been in central florida for fifteen years now, i like it alot but am not sure what is here for me. i dont socialize much at all and i am content being a homebody. i love my family and my dogs who are a big part of it. thats what my life is about. i juat wonder is my time pasing me by, i havent dated in four years and im totally fine with that but im not getting any younger and i really dont want to grow old alone.

Member Since: 6/26/2008